Quote: I know many people probably read my posts and think what an agry bitter little bitch she is...but that is not the real me. I am hurting always have been...
LL, I see a great revelation tonight in your post. You recognized your responsibilities. In addition, you showed that you really love your husband by your choice, since you still treat him well despite the betrayal you feel and out-of-love feelings of your own. It seems to me you figured out what is really important to you, and you are sticking to it...
Quoting lostlove: I just want to know that everything will be ok but no one ever does know do they.
LL, you are right. No one knows if that is true, since for a good part, that would depend on you. If you believe you would be okay, and you do everyting to make it happen, you will be. If you are on a self-destructive path, there is no one in the world that would be able to help you.
This is the same thoughts I always have to remind myself. It was you that told me that you would be all right, and that has been my aspiration. Believe or not, I have doubts too. All the time. But I can only try to convince myself, so I can act in a way that could help me achieve that "all right" goal.
I like hoping's advise. It takes time to heal your wound. It really does, no matter you get your M back or not. But, rest assured, knowing you and knowing the resilience and compassion in you for your DB effort,it is my belief you will be all right.
Hope your weekend is going well. Give your H a hug for his busy working with the snow supporting your family...
