ok ok I can shut up now...am I not entitled to my own alien moments (days) during all this???
I will not have an a I will not shut h out (though I may harden a bit) I will not give up I will not walk a way mentally or physically
it doesn't take much to make me happy I could go on...really what I am looking for is little things...the things we all want for our spouses to be our friends..our partners...to share life with us...
I am happy with little...h just said come here you gotta see this..and pointed out some new icicles that formed on our shovel and some others on the roof...that is all I am looking for...for h to say hey look at this...I see something interesting and want to "share" it with you!!! icsicles, stars, a fire..whatever...I'm happy.
