Okay I need to update and get some advice. I am off all week and yesterday H came over early before D was home. We watched Sopranos together and there was no tension and no fighting. I just pout on my happy face and tried to make things good. Then he said lest get D and go out to eat. So overall we had a good day. He then tells me that he would like to come over tomorrow so we could ride motorcycles adn tehn stay for dinner and take D swimming. Then I heard from one of our friends that he is planning to look for an apartment. H currenlty is staying with his mom and I know taht once he starts looking for an apartment it is his way of saying I'm filing for divorce. So what the heck is wrong with this man. He knows how I feel, so why on earth would he want to hang out with me knowing that it could lead me on to believe that there is still hope. Also should I continue to do what I am doing?
Any updates? Hope all is well with you.
We can talk ourselves into defeat or we can talk ourselves into victory - we are creatures of our thinking.
3/31/07 - Hit with a brick, leaving the dent there...
