LL, you know very well that won't work for very long.
Quote: hope that while I am living my life that I do not have the misfortune of meeting a man who wants to talk to me and not just shoot the [censored] conversation..but open honest dialogue.
You also know this is inevitable...especially when you start going to school and work. What you are not getting at home will come from some other guy and you'll go WAW on your H.
You know, I wrote a big long post to you yesterday and deleted it. I will say something now that I wrote yesterday. Maybe it's time that you start making some "demands." You are beginning to drift and your R with your H will not survive very long as you will continue to drift ever further apart. I think it's paramount that you two really try to find ways to communicate. I know you've tried to tell him certain things, but have you told him some of the things you've posted to us...how close you are to giving up because he has never really "communicated" with you? We all have our breaking points, LL. Are you afraid to be REALLY blunt because of what the consequences might be?
