LL, I posted last before reading the two previous posts that you made. I likely would have altered what I wrote... Anyway, I want to throw a few things out to you...
I'm curious as to what changed your view from your first significant post on this thread, as I quoted below...
Quote: ok so why my sudden change of attitude. because I know that most of what I feel is simple frustration at the way things are dragging and what I am doing is focussing on the things that aren't going well instead of focussing on what is.
I'm concerned because I see you growing more resentful. Maybe you ought to reevaluate your goals, the progress (albeit slow) that your H is making, and call a DB coach? Step back from your sitch and take a long hard look at it, write things down, and carefully examine the progress.
Stay strong (not that I think you are doing anything less than that).
