sounds about right to me Ben. I am tired of feeling the pain. I've DONE everything I could to show him, prove to him he is what I wanted. This weekend he was so hateful and bitter, I see there is no hope in "us" anymore because he won't allow it and I'm worth more than this. I don't deserve to be talked to or treated this way. Not once during this whole thing have I been bitter or hateful towards him - because I didn't feel I had a right. When he was in the beginning, I understood and accepted that it was because he was hurt.
Yes he may still be hurt, but it's not just about him. Right now NONE of this is about him or me. It's about our D.
I think I upset him because I told him I don't even know him anymore - he's changed, and I never expected him to be "this kind of father".....he just kept saying "I don't know what you want from me"
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
