Hang in there and remember the baby steps. Sometimes it is hard to remember what it is we want and we get lost in the muddle of it all. So do our H/W's which is why their behaviour can be so strange and hard to read. All you can do is what you believe to be best at the time based on the circumstances at that time. As long as you are true to yourself and treat others with the respect you want to be treated with then you can hold your head up high and be proud of yourself. I wouldn't think your W feels very proud of herself at the moment.
My thoughts are with you.
Best wishes
Saffie
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
