I have had to be prodded, poked and practically thrown over His shoulder to get as far as I have gotten and it ain't over yet.
It is in my nature to flip out and go off the deep end occasionally and the timing now is right.
As a matter of fact, H pissed me off just yesterday.
The only difference between now and a year ago is I know I'm not going to give up, so I don't even come here to waste my time typing about it. It's just flesh.