ok ok, after some complaining by me about winter bringing me down and saying well I guess it used to be esier when we'd go skiing or something cause then at least I'd be outside. so h said well maybe next week we can go skiing. but I was the one to do all the "planning" and if we recall until the last minute there was a possibility that h wasn't going to go with me. but yes it was his idea.
Quote: Was there some "event" that triggered this response?
don't know, maybe the wind blew across my a$$ the wrong way. I am realizing that sometimes it is just me.
Quote: How was LL different the day her H came back than today?
she had accepted that she would be a-okay without her h, and had "detached"
Quote: I would almost argue that although being younger suggests immaturity, yet there's not all that other BS that goes along with having an R when you're older. So, which is better: immaturity or baggage?
ah! but having started a r based on "immature love" that now over the course of many years has "baggage" is that immature love that the r was founded on be strong enough???
ok, so it seems when I have all but given up, h and I end up having a good evening. last night we went out to dinner, to the mall to pick up a quick surprise for s and then to the movies. and I'd say we both had a really good time, kinda felt like a "date" and I don't know if that is a good thing or not when your with your spouse but I'll take it. the only thing that gets me down at times is when nights like this just end. maybe it's cause we now have kids so when we come home there's someone here or maybe it's because we are both tired as all hell and know that the other will be here the next night, but it would be nice if the end of the evening involved a stolen kiss. but I suppose all the rest is really more important than that right now anyway.
LL feeling better and still wanting to send dr and 5 love launguages to ow.
