that's what I thought too..... and I have. I am not contacting him anymore, I won't allow him to feel he's broken me anymore. And I certainly am not going to make him feel GOOD about this, or like it's what I've wanted and pursued.
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...