no - I know that feeling. I felt it. But Amy's right. For many people their sitches WILL turn around. And you have been strong and a good role model (for the most part ;\) - take the meds regularly LOL) and I don't think you should stop posting.

....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am
I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon
~ Avril Lavigne ~
..."Nobody's Fool"...

me=ok /D'd since 7/07
D=ok