well it's a down day. can't seem to figure this guy out at all, what makes him tick???? monday I night I went to my c and then shopping then came home... not much intereaction with h just showed him the valentine stuff I bought for the kids then sat infront of the fire for a min and I get a HUGE hug??? yesterday morning h seemed a bit distant so I just went about my business. h called to let me know about my car (he dropped it off to have repairs) they will be keeping it through today as the parts needed weren't in stock. I asked if needed could I use his truck to go to the movies with my mother 2nite, sure no problem. h comes home tired. I fix his dinner, play with the kids while he sits upon the throne claiming maybe that'll get him out of his funk (i ask what funk, he says he's tired, I say oh ok)so I eventually give dd bath, son comes up to splash her I send him back down to daddy after dd is settled in bed I come down to the puter by then it is 8 and past the time for son to go to bed, h is half asleep on couch so I tell son time for bed son argues wants to take a shower with daddy (h says no) so I put son to bed h stays on couch I come down light fire, sit for a min, then go to cave to read my book (book club) about 10 I come back up, h has moved to other couch, I sit and watch the after the state of the union interview on larry king with h. h getting up asks if I how much I read, I was answering him and started to tell him a bit about the book and he just kept walking (well whytf did you ask??) h goes to his puter (the weather I assume again) h then goes up to bed, shortly I follow, go in to take my shower, h in bed says oh youre gonna love this guy (he's listening to talk radio as usual) I asked what it is, he says sports (and I'm gonna love it???) I take my shower, go kiss the kids, then get in bed h fiddles with the radio for 10 more min trying to get the station to come in clear and eventually gives up that is that. eventually he threw his arm over me but not the same cuddling I was getting before and actually there have been several nights when he just stays on his side. this am (kids slept late aaahhh!) son kept comming into our bed and dd (who son had given every toy in her room to play with) kept saying mammeee, daddee. daddy had no intentions of getting up so I did. came down with the kids did a bit of laundry and then started to make breakfast, son requested toast and eggs so that is what I made. before starting to cook the eggs I had son tell h that breakfast was ready (about 9am) be down in a min. 5 or so min later as the food is all ready and the kids are sitting down h comes down checks the puter (the weather I think) and eventually after being called by dd several times and son threatening to eat h's toast h comes to eat, by then the rest of us are already almost done. so h pretends to clean up by putting the silverware and pan in the sink (gee thanks for moving the stuff two feet that's a great help) I do the dishes. h thanks me for breakfast and sorta walks around me in the kitchen (? what was that about) h then goes up to get himself dressed, soon thereafter son goes up to bother him and dd then follows. h and son are in the bathroom, dd and I are in the bedroom, dd is dancing to jimmy buffet, son comes out and dances too. h comes out and dances with dd then son then dd again. time for dd nap. I go to finnish laundry h back to puter (gee did the weather change already??) son going about his business as usual...likes to lock himself in the bathroom for that one. son goes to h at the puter and h gives him kisses galore then sets him up with a video. I'm still folding laundry. h starts his truck. h comes in and calls for son for more kisses. I sit to check my e-mail, h comes by and gives me a peck on the cheek (what am I your friggen mother???) then putting on his jacket I was going to show him a joke e-mail I had gotten he gave me the wait a min.. and then once his jacket was on said I'll call you when I hear about your car...ok says I and h is on his way out the door, I don't know if I huffed or what but h says what's the matter, I say nothing, h says nothing, walks out, and I believe I heard his truck door close a bit louder than normal. wtf???
so tonight I am going to the movies with my mother, tommorow night I am going to the jim oh I mean gym. whatever h's problem is or isn't I really wish he would figure it out soon I am so tired of his inconsitancy, one day you get affection attention and the next you are nobody with no explenation behind it. wtf???
