Well wife and I talked again tonight. Not sure were it is leading. She was asking me questions tonight, that is a first.

She asked about my drinking and if I thought I was going to win that war.
I told her I believe I am, anyone one who has gone thru with what I have in the last few months would be drinking by now if they weren't winning

She wanted to know how I was doing dealing with my past.
I also told her I was doing well with that, after a quarter century if hiding it, it is almost liberating and will survive it, but not the way I have been.

She asked why I did not take trips with her and son in the past, like the trip they are taking next week
I answered honestly, I could have the house to myself, quiet, beer, not having to answer to anyone, that and I was selfish.

I also screwed up the DB stuff again. I told her that this is the new me, that if we were to ever get back together that I am a new man, a family man and I hope she gives me that chance.
Her questions seemed wierd to me, almost like she was quizing me so she could grade me. Might be a good thing.

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Bomb 3/11/07
S 3/28/07
New beginning? 8/31/07