MJ, I believe I would be better off to believe women like you did not exist. Why do I stay when the best I can hope for is a very pale shadow of the sexual persona that you suggest is not a myth?
Well, my perspective on the matter is kind of warped. OTOH I believe that there are a lot of very sexual woman out there because I've hung out with them all my life. OTOH I believe that a lot of men would be skeeved out by a woman with my sexual persona. OTOH It's pretty clear to anyone who spends anytime on the internet that there are a lot of men who are as perverted or high drive in any possible combination that you might want and pretty much as easy to obtain as a free pizza delivery OTOH All evidence thus far seems to indicate that I am too chicken-sh*tted to order that kind of free pizza and will probably continue to date "nice men" and just hope that one of them will have secret super pervert psychic powers and recognize my potential even though my dating behavior is mostly pretty much that of a intellectually precocious happy-go-lucky 10 year old being taken out for a treat by her kindly uncle (although I do show cleavage).
"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver