I think the time and space will do you both some good. Honestly. I think i'm in the same position that my wife hasn't had a chance to miss me. I'm trying, but to be honest I'm not sure if she ever will really miss me. I'm having a hard time coming to grips with the fact she may not. I'm having a hard time letting go. I'm trying to force myself to go dark on her but it's hard with the kids and the weekly lesson together.
I hope it will do us both some good, her for maybe missing me, and me knowing I cannot see her or really even talk to her. I have the same feelings you do, I wonder if she will miss me, I wonder if she even ever thinks about me/us, something I may never find out. This will be the longest I have gone without seeing her since we started dating, kind of forced darkness. Hope I can handle it as well as JR.
M 41 W 33 S8 S17 Bomb 3/11/07 S 3/28/07 New beginning? 8/31/07
