It is incredibly hard, and unless you have been down that road you can't even imagine how hard it is
As much as I am spiritual (but not necessarily religious) I still believe in the saying "God will never give you more than you can handle
Heywyre
M - 57 H - 65 1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02 2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06 together 21 years *************************** Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)