Dana-- You sound so strong. It is a good place to be. Sometimes, people are not as strong as we think they should/could be. And that is a shame, but a fact of life--we don't know what we have inside until we are truly tested. Scott is so right--you are going to have/make a great future for you! You can feel it, and it shows in your posts. It also shows to those around you, which is probably why you are making so many new connections. The more people in your inner circle, the healthier you are throughout life :0) Best of everything, Donna