When I snooped I found things that could have gone either way and he always had an answer. Why was there a restaraunt bill for $40? Who are you texting so much? Why didn't you return my call this morning? He would always have valid answers, but I felt suspicious. Again, he could be a real lonely guy or a cheating bastard. I know from our past as friends he was alone and celibate for a long time. He is like one of those guys who had a hard time finding a girlfriend. My mom sees him at work and says he acts so dumb about women because he would never think a girl would like him so he is nice to everyone. Sometimes I think this separation is an excuse for him to test he waters without feeling guilty. Now I know he feels really guilty. These kinds of obsessive thoughts are really bad for me so sometimes I want to throw in the towel.


Me:38 H:39 MLC
M:10 R:23 years
D6 S3
Bomb: Easter, 2007
"Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."