Had a really good talk w/ H tonight. Not ABOUT anything R related or anything. We just finally seemed really connected and talked for over an hour just about 'stuff.'
I emailed him some pics this afternoon and in the email just said 'hope you're doing ok. you guys must have decided to go out after all. i love you.' He said in passing that yeah they did go out again and that he was thinking 'i better knock this sh*t off or Kel's going to start getting p*ssed off.' I didn't say anything. It really doesn't make me mad that they go out. Nothing else for them to do, as long as he knows his limit and doesn't start doing stupid things while drinking. The good thing is, I think he knows this as well, so hopefully it won't happen.
I did kind of try to dig a little about OW in a round about way. I asked if he had talked to one of the guy's at work or anybody else @ work. He mentioned a couple of the guys and that he had emailed back & forth w/ them, but didn't mention her, and I didn't press. She's just a constant thorn in my side, but I need to just let that go. I honestly believe that if things are going ok w/ us, he's either not going to have any reason to talk to her or if he is talking to her, she is just a 'friend' again.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
