mkultra,

I appreciate you taking time to post. I agree with you; posting on the prayer circle may seem like a device to get her attention. However, I felt I had to do so because I had no idea how sick my son was. I was also testing her. Heck, if he had really gone downhill (God forbid), I wonder what she would have done. She still holds a grudge there because I dated her, broke up with her and had Josh with AS. This is crazy after 15 years...

I am really looking for a woman who love me for me. I know there will be women who want that "big thing" in my pants as a female friend said. Of course, it is my wallet!

I really think Kim is avoiding me because seeing me may bring her feelings to the surface. As I have written before, if she was "over it," seeing me is no big deal.

I am going totally dark on her now.........

Thanks again for your thoughts.

RMG


"The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before." from "Good Will Hunting"