A friend of mine, Tamashii suggested that I post my sitch in this section for help from wise individuals on how to proceed.
I have been doing great the past week or so. GAL, etc. Just found out today that my W did file. I did call and talk to her for a minute and told her that if there is anything that I can do to work on the M, let me know. I apologized and then spoke to D3 which got me in a GREAT mood. I don't know what to do. I have no other option but to keep doing what I am doing.
The other day W texted me and told me that D3 missed me. She never does this. I saw this as a positive sign. My W has been VERY friendly and has started to open up a little bit and talks small talk a lot. She hasn't seemed angry or anything that is why this is a surprise. I think at this point, I am going to officially detach and try to be done with her. I have tried to save this M, by giving her space, being a friend, and doing whatever I can do. DBing my butt off. No pressure and this happens. I am still upset right now. D3 is my strength that keeps me going. I have so much guilt. I am physically feeling crushed!
