Thanks Guys! Trip - "coming from me"??? What gives girl? I hope you realize how much I appreciate and respect your advice...seriously.

Speed...yup, feels pretty good. I fully realize, that I'll have my ups and downs during this ride..but today was an up. Feels good to be letting go and focusing on me, etc. And I do still love her with all my heart and I am sure I always will on some level...but at some point, you begin to realize you deserve better than that. Is the female attention I have been paid? Maybe a bit. That has certainly helped my confidence. Not sure...but whatever it is...I feel good.

And on that note...she had to cancel...she warned me that she might...so no biggie. Asked for a raincheck. She went out and bought one of those new VW Eos today...sweeeet. Maybe we can take a ride with the top down some day.

Anywhoooo...at my buddy's getting up early and going fishing. Delia - going ocean fishing out of a small town south of Boston. We fish for Stripers. Starting to slow down..but the spring was good....so I hear...haven't done nearly enough.

Oh yeah..ran over and brought some stuff to the new place. Felt good to be in there walking around. I pulled up and just felt a sense of peace.


Scott: 38
X: 39
M: 13yrs D: 12/12/08
S9, D8, S6
MLC/EA/PA
Bomb: 8/10/06 S: 01/07 Asked for D: 05/07 Mediation 07/07

"And when all's been said and done
It's the things that are given, not won
Are the things that you want"
- Gomez; See the World