Was kind of thinking about making some sort of plan of my own today.
The plan I had in my mind was alot more "me" orientated than the plan I just read on Nomo's thread. But it is about positive changes in my life.

Today I am just frustrated with everything. I am missing my child. I know that wife and child and her whole family are at a wedding right now........kinda sucks to be on the outside looking in. I have been working 12 hour days for the last 5 days, and I have 1 more to go, I know part of my attitude is just because I am burnt.

One thing that I have not done since all of this started is to allow myself to have a good cry. Maybe it is time???

So ok people have a good night, I am off to bed.