In all honesty, I think alot of us have thought about doing this. I have. My H owns a convertable Jaquar and boy I have thought about doing that.
You acted on your temptation. I am not going to be hard on you either because I know you feel bad enough. I want you to remember that vengeance is the Lords. He will take care of what your husband has done to you and your family. You do not have to burden yourself with that duty. He also loves you and will forgive you for what you have done as long as you acknowledge it.
Come here and post before you act on temptations. It helps
Luv goal
Me: 45 H: 43 Married: 19 years Dated 05 years Bomb: 11/06 OW - "I love her, but still want you as my friend"