Help, I'm ashamed of myself!!! Up til now my WAH has caused me unimaginable pain suffering and yes anger. But, for the most part I have taken the high road even when it meant turning the other cheek.
However, today I completely lost it. I'm a short 6 weeks from the final D. (barring any further contesting on H's part). It should no longer bother me that he and the ow sneak trips together. But this weekend I had plans to take my kids camping.
I ended up having to cancel (third time) because stbx had a bus. trip to Vegas and he supposedly couldn't get back in time to close the shop we own on Friday. No problem I thought, But come to find out, his meetings ended early on Friday and instead taking an early afternoon flight to get back to at least close on Sat. He opted to take a much later flight on Sat. and leave me to close the store.
He didn't know that I had found out that he took the OW on his trip. What bugs me is that I didn't want this store, he did. I told him when he opened it that I was completely against it. So now I find that I have to change my plans, so that he can be off in Vegas having a good time w/ her.
On top of that he took my laptop on his trip, which I didn't agree to. Needless to say, my blood was boiling!
I went to his Condo, saw that his car was parked (he used a rent a car to get to the airport) and I keyed the side of his door. He loves his car!!!
I feel really bad for doing that, but I hate feeling used!
I guess it's time to go to confession! In my defense, he keyed my heart when he left for her and his mlc event.
