Amy you know - if he called me today and said he was sorry, he didn't want this and he wanted to really try, I would.
Right now I can't say that because he's not there. Maybe one day he will be.
I am going to be ok, I know that. I do still love him. If I didn't I wouldn't be hurting like I am. I'd tell him to move on and get out of my life.
I know we share a D and I'm working on being a good person in regards to him and her, but he is choosing the single life, even over her and that is what has me upset right now. He's gone from seeing her daily when he lived here, to still seeing her almost daily when he moved out to now - just on his weekends and she needs him more than that. He's choosing to not acknowledge that.....and is being selfish....and I'm left with "I wanna see my daddy..... "
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
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