This is only the end if you decide to let it be. I hear the bitterness in your posts and I understand it and have felt it myself. Only you can decide just how far you will rise, if at all. You can choose to let this break you, and let bitterness grow in your heart or you can decide to let it turn you into a bigger, better person.
You have a child with this man and therefore even though he's taking the chickensh*t way out, you're still going to have to have some kind of a relationship with him. You can choose to become hardened and let him walk away thinking you've never really changed at all or you can dedicate yourself TO changing and becoming the wonderful, forgiving woman that I know you CAN be.
The choice is yours and you're going to have to make it eventually.
Swallow your pride and choose wisely.
It is possible for you to get completely outside of your own feelings now and to understand his. I hope you reach a point where you care enough to do that because that's when you're going to learn what love REALLY is.
