DB strategies: GAL, PMA esp. around H, look my best and be mysteriuos. Trying to come to terms that I will be fine w/ or w/out him. At first if this D goes thru it will be difficult,finincially,getting started,but I know I can make it on my own my three little ones and I.
I don't think H gets it the reason why I will not have sex w/ him. I think he misundertands my politness? It's wierd it took him a good while before he could get me started to get aroused. Those feelings are there but are somewhat buried deep down inside now. It is true time does heal. H knows he very confused and I know thats why he had not returned. I don't want him to retun unless he is fully 100% ready,but he is stuck in a stuation that I think he is in over his head. I beleive him when he says he will not move in w/ her in her new place,but I think she can change his mind again.
