Gracey, I'm sorry to see things have not gotten any better for you. My situation is worse also, he filed for D. I believe you are correct saying that your H is a confused, lost soul, my H is a member of that club also.
I too do better when there is no interaction between us. The only problem I have is when he calls our DDs on their cell phones and I'm with them. It still gets to me.
The OW will do anything to win our hubands and believe everything. They also convince our husbands that they belong with them, and sadly our husbands can't see that they are ripping their families apart.
Good luck with your marathon training, I think that's great. You're a great person, hold on to your faith.
Yoyo
Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are. -- Bernice Johnson Reagon
