Yeah HS...I hear ya. Nope...not something that I wanted my kids to go through obviously. That said, I also didn't want them going through life with a mother the way she was...so incredibly depressed. She does seem to be doing a better job, so that is the good. I just wished that she could be happy WITH me...that is what would have been best for the kids. Unfortunately she never chose to really try that avenue. That's is why I get upset when I think about not going to MC or anything...if not for me or our M...then for our kids!