Almost 8 months and counting

[Yoyowife]

Mat,
My emotions are like they are in a blender. I too have all of those feelings that you have. I get to the mindset that I don't want him if he is going to have such disregard for our family and then I get so sad thinking that in July, our anniversary, it will 21 years of marriage down the drain.

The lawyer I have been trying to get an appointment with finally called me back today. I have an appointment with her Tuesday. I know I have to stand up for what is fair, but I just don't want to fight. I just want it to be fair. It's hard when a business is involved, but I must think of the future. My income will be less than half of what I have been accustomed too.