I'm sorry to say this, but you sound very immature in your posts. Are you a young person?
Unprotected sex is a no-no at this time. IF you are going to use a condom and your brain, maybe. But...,.
We all should know that the bonding hormones that come with orgasm are much stronger (usually) in women than men. In other words, women are much more connected on a physical plane through sexual activity (in general) than are men.
As your husband is not a part of your home life at this moment, sexual contact may not be the smartest thing for you.
