OH BOY!!!!!What a drama filled night I just had!I am still taking you men's advice and I am not giving it up though!! You boys would be so proud of me!!
Tuesday after my H took our D6 out for her BDAY ,he droppped them off and after he put them to bed he attempted to get some and whwen I turned him down he said "oh your jsut mad"??? He thinks I am still angry over the island getaway he had w/ OW?? I am kida over it really,but why can't he see I am not letting him "play" us both!! That is hwy I kicked him out in the first place. He is still trying to cake eat. I asked him when Ow is suppose to move to her new apt(closer to us) & he said by the end of the month. I aske dif he was moving in w/ her & he said no(lies?) well see. I told him I wsa not living in limbo much any longer.
Two days pass & i had not talked w/ him until this morning I had to IM him about him needing to pick up the kids from his sis tonight. I had plans for my weekend getaway. I waited an dno answer an s then I tried to small talk and still no answer until finally his IM messasage stayed "away" for hours until I had to get off work & I sent him last message that fine if he was not speaking to me,but to make sure he picks them up.
One hour after I got home I saw I missed two phone calls one right after the other first him and then his mom?He calls me again to tell me he was at the hospital all day. They sent him from the office after he got dizzy and his eyesight got blurry and took his blood pressure which was sky high. They took all kinds of heart monitoring test and xrays and found nothing. Doc told him to take it easy this weekend and not to stress out too much. I knew it that this may happed and I wondered how i twould take b/c even though he does not take anything for blood pressure or ever has had any promblem before, it is this double life of of his!! H blows off the handle as it is he cant take stress or anxiety too well lets see how long before he breaks down.M y mom says this is God giving him a "taste" of his power. Wake up!! I gues God will have to dweal w/ him to bring him to himself.
Anywho, the drama... He called and said he would probably stay at "our" house this weekend after he asked if I was till leaving and that he really did not want to be "overthere" (sure). That he just wanted to lay relax in front of his big screen tv. AS I was feeding the kids my D10 said I wish daddy would stay w/ us all weeknd and I told her not tell me to tell her dad and she did. I heard him tell her they would go tonight but probably return in the morning...UGH once I again lied to me. H was really flirty w/ me and he brushed up on me and was trying to go up my shirt. Telling me to lock the door and I said no. He must of thought I was playing and he cont. to try harder. I must of gave him some look (when I was thinking to myself how can you do this to me like nothing?)He said dont look at me like that! I told him what do you think your going to play us both?? No uh!! I said all that BS you said about not wanting to be at OW!! He started backing off. I told him all I wanted to do this weekend was to be his nurse and take care of him but now he can go to her his nurse, lover and wife to be! I ahve to admit he did get me horny even though I tried really hard to be strong and as he was backing off I murmured now that you go me all hot and bothered I will have to do something about that. He said "what oho no your not goingto finish off w/ your BF". What BF??? He pulle off my pants and then took off the rest of his clothes and again I turned him down. I said again he was not playing us both.
What is this is it the chase??? Because he still not leaving OW?? He got mad and said I am going was rushing the girls to finish pakcing and before he left I reminded him all I wanted to do was be here to nurse him. I kinda feel like the tables are turned around -OW is the wife & H is "sneaking around w/ me(GF)???
Fender, guys opinions? Fender I am staring to wonder about the control issue. If that is all it is. BUT if he did not care won't you think why bother at all? WHy wate time in controlling?
