Mike, Thanks... I haven't responded yet to her..I think I will wait until she brings it up again.
Journaling: Today I took the day off so that I could get the fridge repaired. Needless to say the repair guy came over and told me what I already knew. He did however inform me were I could get the part, so I ended up fixing the fan in our fridge on my own.
My W had her girlfriend over this morning and I found out that her friend is now trying to find a place of her own because her H is leaving her. I knew this was going to happen just did not realize how soon.
My W brought our girls to the pool today while I fixed the fridge and came home for the girls naps. Her mood fluctuates from being frustrated to happy a lot lately and today was just the same.
I was able to get most of the financial paper work filled out today while the girls where sleeping. This has me in a down mood. I am not depressed, just my spirit is down a bit.
I cooked steaks for my W and I and had dinner as a family. Everything is still surfaces between us. I really hate this. My W used to tell me everything, now I get nothing, zip, nada...
I have the girls by myself tonight because my W needed sometime for herself to journal and read. Is this what she is really doing? Who knows, who cares anymore.....
I have the girls all weekend and do not have much planned. I was thinking of bringing them to my parents tomorrow night so they can see the firework show down the street.
Why..Why...Why... I miss my family but I know that I need to get used to this...
I forgot to mention this, yesterday at work I got a little ego boost. I was talking to a few co-workers and the one girl that works in my area said "ERC you don't have to worry. You won't be alone for long. You are good looking, have a great job and a great guy".... I did not let this go to my head but it did feel good to hear. (Don't worry I will not be having an A of my own with this co-worker)
Hopefully everybody else is in a better mood then I.
