Holy cow what a friggin' day. My wife called about an hour ago to talk to us all, including me. I apologized for being so blunt earlier and she said sure she understood I was really hurting and she was sorry she couldn't give me more right now and couldn't be here for me.
We talked for about another 15 minutes and it came out she believes we can "get there" and "it'll take time a good bit of time". Oh my what a ride. It's nice to know she wants to be here for me and can admit her struggles to me.
I brought up just showing love and how I've just tried to show love these last few weeks. Her response, "it's nice and it helps."
So all I can say right now is WEEEEEE...ARRRGGGG as I ride to coaster.
If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa
