I have been reading along but really have had nothing that could have been helpful other than I have been thinking about you and you are in my prayers.
Sorry about everything my friend and it will get better.
Ben
Ben 32 STBXW 29 3 kids (D1,S4,SD8) (1 dog 5months) Status: Fighting for the Kids.
"The only thing we know about future developments is that they will develope."