Live your life without waiting on his next signal. Maybe he needs to get a "busy" signal from you every now and then.
Was2sad,
I'm going to try that today. H just called to let me know he has child support for me and that he could drop it off at my house after he gets off work. For the last 6 weeks this usually meant "hooking" up. I would normally leave work early to meet him at my house. But today I'm going to stay until quitting time and if he asks me to "meet" him I'm going to tell him that I can't - as much as I would love to though
Snodderly,
I just got through reading the first page of "TMAK--Explanation of Reconnection" and I need to finish the rest when I get some free time. A lot of what you written makes sense. I'm thankful that I hadn't pressured H into anything since his leaving 8 months ago. I've been letting him take the lead so to speak.
Just something off the subject. When H just called me he sounded like he was in his truck and I could here the song It's Not Over by Chris Daughtry beginning to play (H was turning the sound up and down). From the beginning of our R H would always dedicate songs to me as a way for him to express how he feels for me. Some good and some not so good. I'm trying not to analyze it but it just struck me odd.
M:43 H:37 D14 (ours) D18 (mine) S22 (mine) S18 (his) S: 10/2004 Bomb: 2/15/05 In/out of home Living with OW #4 Talks of D for 2-1/2 years
