Quick update - the past few weeks have been FAB!!!! I feel "there" right now. I feel comfortable enough to voice my feelings, I have a little DB voice in my head which keeps me on the straight and narrow, I've learnt to back off sometimes and apologise when I'm wrong.
H's LD is on the way out, which is great! I'm getting flowers, ILY's, friendship, everything I could want. I've even felt brave enough to bring up moving to the coast. H's job may be relocating, there's a chance we can move to Brighton. I'm really up for it, my family live nearby (which can be a good or bad thing, ha ha!!) and it's a more relaxed way of life. Basically, I'd like to go cos I'll be 37 in December and where we live now I feel like I'm wasting away. Woo HOO!!! MLC for me - ha ha!!!
The good thing I've noticed is that when I get an idea I will throw myself into it 110%, which is good cos it gets things moving. H is more cautious, which is good as it means things get done properly and we can be sure it's the right thing. My way is bad cos I can bulldoze people, H's way is bad cos if left to his own devices, nothing would ever get done. What I'm saying is I've noticed the good and the bad in both of us and how well we compliment each other - H reigns me in, I give H the push to get going he sometimes needs. The result is well balanced.
Ok - gotta go, h back and we're off to get tiddled!!! Love and sloppy kisses to all. M-WAH!!! M-WAH!! xxxxx
Bomb (ILYBINILWY, don't want to be married)Sept05 Seperated Sept/Oct 05 Oct 06 - H recomitted July 11 - I am now a WAW.
