Got 2 hours of sleep yay me.. I am being facescious of course. Oh and by the way I forgot to mention he said he was sorry for talking that way he just wasnt trying to be rude he had just had enough.... HOW SWEET? So I guess that was the cherries and nuts on the top if this BEAUTIFUL SUNDAE..... Just kidding again. Although there is actually no humor in this is there? Sorry , if I sound rude/CRAZY. I just wonder if he really hear what he says to me? Help,,,, I am doing ok just would like some support if anyone can help. Thank you..... God bless...
I am blowing up my own thread... SHEESH! Well I will most likely sound like a crazed lunatic today... I finally was able to nod off at @ 4:01 am and woke up at 6 am wooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooo 2 whole hours. Oh and BTW he did say he was sorry he wasnt trying to be rude last nite its just that he has had enough of me not looking good for him.... HOW SWEET HUH? I am 5'5", and I go between a size 8 and 12 being my highest and I wear a D cup , so sure extra curvy but he is acting like I look like the blob from those old 50's movies,, HMMMMMMMMMMM yeah it does kind resemble me now that I think about it ! Sure is hard to dress myself... maybe he could pick out my clothes seeing as he is perfect... and so he shouldnt worry about who is honking at me,, they probably recognize me from that movie THE BLOB.... LMAO!!!!!! especially cause he doesnt have my horrific weight problem ,, LMAO and so why does he get Jealous? yeah I feel bonkers you all.. for sure,, I could be a LOONEY TOON right now...... Yikes~ Gimme a break!see there I go going crazy again...... Yikes... time to stop.. go back to bed... wish I could.. time to start my day. UUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHH Love, Ali
Thanks OT~ He called before and he took forever as he was trying to think of another BIG FAT LIE! I stayed calm and when he called later I did just that I said.... there is no reason for you to act this way. I did not engage and this is it for me. IT PISSED HIM OFF EVEN MORE. OH WELL, he needs to grow up and I am no longer going to "enable" his being an A$$HOLE. I know who I am and that is an amazing Woman..... he can come with me and once and for all grow up or I dunno. I am not going to force him to change but if he does not react to his own stupidity then I will keep setting boundaries to keep myself safe and if he doesnt like it too bad. Strong , loving and respectful thats me and I am going to get thru this but I will NO LONGER ALLOW HIM TO SPIT IN MY FACE AND TAKE HIS SO CALLED LOVE ANYMORE. I HAVE COME TO FAR TO LET HIM DRAG ME DOWN/DEGRADE ME TO HIS LEVEL. SO I feel frustrated but he cant stop me now,,,, he will not continue to bellitle me. In one ear out the other ,,, but at the same time ~I will stand up for me. Thanks OT,, you are the best!
Well he called at 9 am and he usually calls every morning at 5 am....... HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM? BIG SURPRISE! .......and acted "stupid" and made up the excuse I knew he would! That is why it took him so long to call me cause he was coming up with another lie to cover his ass! Hopefully you dont fall off your chairs when I tell you the lie he came up with. And do not be siping your Coffe either cause it mught come out of your nose!?
I explained what happenned and said I looked up the area code and knew it was from Columbus Ohio, and simply in a calm voice asked " do you know this person or why she would have my numbers?" He aksed what she said and what I said and then started with his "speech" First calling me an idiot for playing their game... it is supposedly my ex friend who is GF to his friend that is there and works for H. She called this girl and put her up to it to hurt me... and he alone gave himself away by saying I would never give " that "dumb ass bitch your # ,, yeah reading thru the lines too much..
but shouldnt he have said I would never give any "DAB" your number? Yeah I aint going to try and figure him out!!!
he has lost it and he has been "caught" and he cant deal with it and he then got so frustrated ... and said"... we have been Married for 10 years and you are still doing this" "I gave you another chance and now I am done with you F*&( YOU!"
cause I said as crazy as my EX GF is she would never do something like this to try and hurt me. he said my EX GF called her BF cell phone and heard this girl and then proceeded to give her my numbers... I said XXXXX doesnt even have OUR home phone plus it is a businees line... that is when he said he was done and hung up on me and funny thing is I was as calm as canbe while he was going off , I think it pissed him off even more. ~wow he is done with me? HOW GRAND! ~ he is so full of himself it is sickening! This is too much and then he even said what are you a teenager that you are falling for this,, HOW OLD ARE YOU?
... no actually last time I checked I stay home with my kids and I help you run your business....
..... well I could go on forever. ~wow does he really believe his own lies? Are you absolutely serious?
Amazing thing is my self esteem is intact and I feel sick but I KNOW for a fact I wll be ok whatever happens.... He is truly sick and he needs help.... that if which I am not able nor want to give.... I used to fall for this and get so sick and involved,,, this is not the first time this happens just the first time the Whore gets pissed enough to call me.
Once again he is just sick.... ~wow~ Not playing his game, not anymore. And he calls this love? ~WOW is still all I can say. God bless...
I know , so sorry! My posts just seem like one run on sentence. I am just going on and on and on.
He is trying to say my former friend, put this girl up to it.
Highly doubtful.
I am sure she ( sick as it seems, but reality ) had access to his cell phone and that is why this girl called me last nite. Pathetic is all it is. But it still has me angry some. Any input is appreciated.
You sound like you are doing great. Good job not letting H suck you in this time. BTW, have you read much about emotional abuse? I am concerned that there may be a serious pattern, dunno though as I don't really know your sitch. Still, it sounds like H verbally assaults you, pushes you to your limits, then gives you a crumb. If so, not good.
Got 2 hours of sleep yay me.. I am being facescious of course.