been trying to keep up with you...but lately haven't had any words for you because I have been in my own mood..
stepping out of it a bit..
I understand all your feelings..that you know..but something keeps comming up for you that is going to be tough..
you cannot wait for w to start doing what ever it is you want her to do to show you she's commited to forgive her..because she may just be waiting for you to forgive her to start doing those things...don't fall into the why should I be the one to change bit.
allow yourself to forgive her...she will then have to forgive herself...
I hope I make some sense.
off to make lunch but I'll be back to check in again.
