I also think why I should have to not talk about what he has done to us, but then I realize that there is time for that in the future. Maybe when he is seventy, I will sock him in the eye.
LMAO!!!!!!! You are adorable. Just stopped in to check on ya. It sounds like things are slowly going in the right direction. I too, try to remember that there is time. I don't have to resolve every issue overnight. That visual of yours will come in handy!
I've found that when I can bite my tongue and think it over, sometimes it just seems smarter to drop it. I too have made some "cracks" about the X"w"... what can I say, she makes it soooo easy I've decided I don't want him thinking about her anymore though, so well, I guess it'd help if I didn't bring her up.
The questions that arise out of the blue, the kick in the gut during a normal conversation when a piece of the puzzle falls into place and I realize why I couldn't get hold of him that night... ugh. The good news is, it gets easier.
Congrats on how far YOU have come. Hope ya get to make some great memories together this weekend!
I've decided I don't want him thinking about her anymore though, so well, I guess it'd help if I didn't bring her up. 
