and when he said all those mean things to me I just stayed calm ... THEN, LATER.... I went Roller blading for an hour and he called and asked what I was up to and as he called someone driving honked , he had the nerve to call me back and ask who was honking? and actualy sound upset/offended..... ARE YOU F'ing serious .. He needs help. Serious help,, and now that I think of it maybe I do ,, why do I stay anymore????
I am sure he will try to explain his way out of this one,,,, scary is that what he is doing is upsetting but I am getting so numb at the same time and maybe it wouldnt be so fun for him to be a PIG if I werent in the picture... I feel sick.. I am afraid that I cant get over this, really afraid for my kids. I told him if he ever cheated again and I found it it would pretty much be over . He is sick and needs help and I cannot give it to him... God please help me find strength... Once again sure maybe I am assuming but why is she calling me? How did she get my munbers?????? http://www.xanga.com/alimari OK you all I posted this pic in November to someone close to me to make them laugh.... and I am so upset with this that my H has most likely done and said to me last nite cause he is so sick of looking at me like this... Dunno but when I see the pic of me ( and my girls) I do not see what he sees,,, SLOTH H*LL NO!!! Sweet and loving and caring and so on and so forth and I have a great personality too. And my body brought five kids into the world and now I am supposed to look like NICOLE RITCHIE? are you serious....? Ok yeah now I have gone of the deep end...... Sorry guys I will try to breathe and calm down... HELP!!!!
