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I don't know what to do or where to go from here. I love him still and can't really imagine being without him but I just feel deep down that he is never going to be able to give me the feeling of security and love I need him to, and I will resent him...

Wow I could have typed this exact comment just minutes ago too. I am so, so ,VERY sorry for your pain honey... I really and truly am. \:\( Sorry do not have much advice just wanted you to know I care.
God bless...