Okay, let me apologise in advance, but I have to say some pretty negative things about your H ..... and I haven't really posted on your threads much, but I could not keep silent about this post.
He may be, as you call him, beautiful (which is only skin deep), but he is a shallow, egotistical fool, who has the empathy of a rock. I was going to say more, but that says it all, I think.
Keep working on yourself and your self-esteem. Know that you are a wonderful mom, a faithful wife, a caring daughter (and, if I got to know you better, I'm sure I can come up with a lot more good stuff to say about you), who deserves better than this.
One of the most brilliant things I have learned through all this is never to allow someone else define who I am. Do not let your H or your mom do that to you.
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim