I know and realize that it would be better for our son if we could or would work this out. I want nothing more than to be with my family. My son called awhile ago and was crying and upset that I am not able to see him today, and not a F'ing thing I can do about it. I guess I wish I was mean or abusive, then I could see her standpoint alot better, as it sits now, I have no clue to what she is doing, thinking, planning, etc... all I know is my son is suffering and she does not seem to see it. I am getting angry at her, that is something I have not been for the most part, but it is starting to show thru in my mind.
M 41 W 33 S8 S17 Bomb 3/11/07 S 3/28/07 New beginning? 8/31/07
