how to feel, what to think. I got a bill in the mail today from a lawyer's office. Obviously, H actually had the L draw up D papers on March 16. Never filed, never served. We started being 'good' again about maybe 2 or 3 wks later. He never told me he did this. Now I'm going to have to ask him about it. I guess I'm finally going to get some answers in a way I never imagined. Oh well, everything happens for a reason. I figure I got this bill so that we HAVE to now have a discussion about where he's at, what actually changed his mind during those 2 or 3 wks to actually stay w/ me. May even ask if he's still talking to OW if it comes to it.

Feeling pretty low. Feeling pretty worthless right now.

Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10