Thanks for the words of encouragement. Some days I just get frustrated even though things have a positive overall trend. Some things W should be supportive and active in, she is not. In this materialistic/selfish world it is incredible what we buy into, even with the knowledge we have.
Some interesting twists of positive last night. Both W and I had to put down facts about R and share them with each other. If W was truthful, this could be an interesting week.
Some days it feels like your waiting in traffic, yes there is movement, not as much as there should be, but your still getting somewhere. Like in most traffic backups, look around and notice what you "blow" by every day.
I hope interesting interprets to something good. Did any of your facts match?
Sometimes when you are waiting in a traffic jam it easy to overheat. You have to either shut the motor off or get out of there and create some airflow. Here's to plenty of good engine coolant!
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
Yeah, I was also thinking, does "interesting" = "good" or "a match"? I hope it means good things, and stuff you can work on.
Often traffic jams are caused some idiot up front, who is not of consequence except how it is causing a bit of a hold up. Just remember washer fluid for the windows so that you can see what's going on. Okay, okay, I cannot compare to your and WCW's vivid imagery. You guys are cool!
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim
I don't know if it was clinical answers or honest answers. If honest, that is definitely a positive thing and would show a positive shift. Unfortunately, the momentum seems to swing both ways so I don't know if I'm winning or losing, just moving.
I'm pretty sure it's positive. All though there are minor setbacks, they are very minor. I think it's a matter of just riding this thing out. Couldn't complain about Father's day.
At least you are moving. If I can get anything moving I think I would be happy(ier), but then again I might not like the grass on that side of the fence if I get there. Sigh.
Keep your sanity, think positive!!!
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
Although I feel like I'm in a little safer place, I'm not quite sure I like the color the grass is turning out. Some days it's even tough to swallow. I guess I just need to keep my blinders on and focus on the goal and don't be distracted by the problems in front of me right now. I think I might have to consult with BeingMe on a one on one matter and see what recommendations she has. There seem to be a step I need to take here, but I'm not sure what it is or how to approach it. If I remember some of BeingMe history, she should be the person to ask. Please keep your eyes on your inbox BeingMe.
Currently I have been keeping very active and making small changes in my life, taking on more challenges and just getting things done. I think W likes this too, makes her more positive. This also makes it so I'm not sitting around watching the pot boil. So I would say both of us are happier with that approach. I guess being pro-active is better than sitting around waiting for lightning to strike.
Got to a point last night where I just had to say something. Lately I've been tired of sitting around waiting for "paint to peel". In a very calm manner last night I put out some of my feeling and positions, to which W acknowledged, kind of agreed on some issue, said she understood on others. But when it was all said and done, I didn't feel any earth shattering things were accomplished. Perhaps I'm just not getting things right. Oh well, onto another day.
I feel better about that discussion today. There appears to be no major fall out from it. My feelings are out there, acknowledged and can now addressed, if she chooses too.
ASK FOR WHAT YOU WANT.
I think I did that well and in good DB form. Let's see where this goes.
