I may have just realized where her sudden need for a divorce came from. I believe she has found someone else. To me, that actually makes me feel better because I know it's not anything I have done, she just finds it easier to put it on me. While I will have difficulty dealing with this latest revelation, I can now know that I have been doing things to get myself better and it wasn't enough for her.
I realize my mistakes have contributed greatly to our marital demise. I could feel better if she were to tell me about the problems she has brought the to M, but I have to leave my pride aside and know that I will never get that. I feel as though God has brought me to this place for a reason. And if he brings you to it, he will bring you through it.
All my faith is in God right now to take care of the kids, the W, and me.
