Man listen to me, as soon as I start detaching somehow, someway I get sucked right back in.
I can only detach so much. I don't WANT to detach all the way. I need to feel the pain. Apparently, I put my W through it for a long time. She never felt she could be herself - how bad would that suck??? So, I feel the pain. I don't dwell on it, but I don't detach completely either.
I'm doing good, no GREAT things for me, and that will be beneficial to her and S4 soon enough. In the meantime, when you start feeling bad, get to praying, it really helps.
We can talk ourselves into defeat or we can talk ourselves into victory - we are creatures of our thinking.
3/31/07 - Hit with a brick, leaving the dent there...
