Aaaight. Got it. Thanks man. I have to say this whole inner mirror, self analysis stuff is something that I was once very good at for a guy. But boy, in my dark days....it was just gone...100% gone. Looking back it is scary how F'd up I was and I couldn't even see it. I wasn't even on my own radar if that makes any sense. I really didn't think anyone gave a flyin' sh!t how I acted...as long as I "did" what I had to do. Little did I know huh? The whole time it was destroying my M and I really had no Fing clue. So sad.
